the sun will rise and we will try again

Well, here we go again…  I will take this language course again, but I don’t feel sad, in fact, I think it  is a good opportunity to improve  my English. Speaking is a weakness for me and I really want to improve. It is really difficult for me not to lose  concentration or not to feel insecure because this last 2 years, I have been suffering from  depression and anxiety. Also, staying with new people and not with my other classmates has been really sad. It was really difficult deal with  all these situations and on top of all that I experienced a really bad relationship that made me lose my self-esteem, but since I met Carlita I have been feeling better every day. She has been living the same things as me, and we understand each other. She is a really good partner, we are writing our thesis together and it’s been cool, she helps me when I need and vice versa. I´m saying that because I thing it is important to have a good mental health, to feel comfortable in a place and then start thinking about goals and how to prepare my subjetcs. Now, I feel good, everything in my life is improving, so I feel ready to be the best version of me. Then, I hope to learn as much as I can this semester, specially in speaking and listening. I think I have been wasting my time for many reasons, but it is time for me to  make that up.

Well, here we go again…  I will do this language again but I dont feel sad, in fact, I think it  is a good oportunity to improve in my language. Sperking is a weakness for me and I really want to improve, it is really difficult for me to dont lost the concentration or dont feel insecure this last 2 years with the depression and my anxiety, stay with new people and not with my other classmates, and in a really bad relationship where I lost my self-esteem, but every day I feel better since I met Carlita, she is living the same things as me, and we understand each other, she is a really good partner, we are doing the tesis together and it is cool, she helps me when I need and vice versa. I´m saying that because I thing it is importnt to have a good mental health, to feel comfortable in a place and then start thinking in goals and how to prepare in any subjetc. Now I feel good, everything in my life is improving so I feel in conditions to be the best version of me, and with that it is importante for me to learn the much as I can this semester, specially in speaking and listening, I think I have been losing my time for many reason but it is time to make up time.

Picture with Carlita studying, because she is now an important person for me in the university:

I also want to refer to my teacher Rocio, I met her this year for the tesis and I think I had never had a teacher like her, she is amazing and she gave me many tools to improve every day,  I can say thanks to her my confidence has increased in the language.

Well… this semester it was a challenge, since I didnt know what it would be like to be in online classes because my classmates had already been in this for a year, not me..  also I was the new one and it was difficult to adapt… to see with whom to do the work or the oral tests with a couple. But in the end everything has turned out well little by little. Online classes dont help much the learning but it depends on each one at the end of the day.
I must improve my attitude, I must improve my motivation and I must improve my participation.